I feel terrible. None of my clothes feel right. I feel fat in everything.
How do you explain to others that fat is a feeling? That it is an emotion? How do you tell them that you dont want to eat because you feel so huge that you judge yourself for eating? That just being out of bed, out of your house is a massive achievment since you think you are so ugly that you cant bare to have anyone see you.
That fat means disgust, hatred, anxiety, exhuastion, and a general desire to cut yourself because you deserve to be punished?
And nothing anyone says to you makes it better.
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